i hope you know that everyday i miss you more...
more than i missed you the day before.
not seeing your face, your smile, your eyes-
in my bed, in the dark, left alone to cry.
you dont know theres things id wished id said-
words that will forever be silent, because you are dead.
and no matter how many times i whisper at night...
i can never again tell you "i love you", or hug you tight.
i should have told you what you really meant to me-
you were the defintions of greatness...love, life and beauty.
you brought so much joy to everyone and anyone you touched...
and you didnt know you would be someone who we would all miss so much.
i regret not telling you that i loved you more than i could stand-
now i kneel at your grave and come away with mud on my hands.
i need you to know, that i love you with all of my heart.
im sorry i didnt get to tell you face to face, before we had to part.
one day i will see you again, and look you in the eye...
and youll tell me its okay, you understand, dont cry.
it was simply unspoken between us, because it was so strong...
and you had known...yes, you knew all along.

for gramma.

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