i never understood
what appealed to you
so very much
about the things i hated.

all the drugs
weed, smack, crack
coke, crank, pills
meth, x, and more
and all the drinks
brandy, vodka, beer

beer before liquor,
youll only get sicker.
liquor before beer,
nothing to fear

i hate all of them
because...

i want to be your narcotic haze
i want to be your
sweet escape
i want to be
what you spend your time doing
i want to make you relax

you never understood
that i wanted to make you
high

with all my love
all my dreams and wishes
for you
i wanted to be what kept you going
and kept you lightheaded
lighthearted

i never wanted to be second place
to anything
but its a slap in the face
to be second place
to a drug
a drink
a bowl on a friday night
and another on saturday afternoon

i wanted to be your drug
and when NIN sang
"you are the perfect drug"
i wanted so bad to be that

your perfect drug
your only drug

i only wished youd crave me.

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